Sixteen..but not so sweet.

So, Me, Meg, Britt, Sticki and Brendan are champion daisy chain makers.

I'm sad for today...very very sad.


buuuuut, my boyfriend's coming home tonight so I'm super excited to see him and his buzzed head.



we're seniors...that's crrrrrazy.
maybe one of these day's i'll go back to actually posting real shit on here.

i hate daisies.



My bunny died :(
R.I.P Niblet....you will be missed.



81 on Chemistry. I'm happy with that.

English Regents:100
English Final:100
Calc Final:93
History Regents:97


and you'd think I'd be happy with my life right now...


( p.s. this is in no way me showing off...just trying to prove the point that nothing good really seems to matter anymore....)

exam, chem camp, rifle, reading.

Well, joke me something awful, just like kisses on the necks of best friends.
We're the kids who feel like dead ends.
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses.
I took a shot and didn't even come close.
At trust and love and hope.
And the poets are just kids who didn't make it.
Who never had it at all.

And the record won't stop skipping.
And the lies just won't stop slipping.
And besides my reputations on the line.
We can fake it for the airwaves.
Force our smiles, baby, half dead,
From comparing myself to everyone else around me.

Please put the doctor on the phone, because I'm not making any sense.

Blame everyone but me for this mess.
And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart.
We never seemed so far.
I'm hopelessly hopeful.
You're just hopeless enough.
But we never had it at all.

i hate myself.



happy 11 darling, I love you so much.

So, it wasn't a complete fiasco like last years, but I just don't think I have good luck with birthday parties. It was pretty fun for the most part, and Im pretty sure that the guys and everyone had a good time. At least, I hope they did. Someone broke my dad's reflector, and his wooden chair, so, it never fails that something always has to break. Cleaning up was interesting to see the remnants of home made bombs and bottle rockets scattered throughout the yard. Oh, and Andrew and I found a dead squirrel in the pile of sticks next to the fire. That was kinda gross.


I dont feel like writing a whole lot more...so, it was fun. end of story.

It's my birthday!!!!!

Took part one of the english regents, and then read cosmo in adriennes truck while andrew gave her a crash course in math b, and then andrew and i went out for ice cream.


im 17, it's so exciting

So, today was good. I got up freakin early and went to A'capella with Adrienne, and then she and I sat outiside for almost an hour talking to Chris, and then we went out to BK for lunch. It was good times. Then I went home, did some cleaning, and all that good stuff, and then around 6ish went to play some softball with some shelby kids. I suck. Actually, I think Lizbeth and I were both pretty bad at it. Then we went back to Grimace's for a little while, and then came home.

Now, Im anxiously awaiting 12:00 because I will officially be 17. Aaaaand I have to take the fuckin english regents on my birthday. sweet.

So, I was looking forward to sleeping in this morning, and then I got a phone call at 7:30 from this super cutie named Mr.Zelazny. lol He had the wrong number of course, but it's still funny.

So, I spent the majority of the day doing a major cleaning job on my room because it's been unlivable for almost a month now since I've been so busy. It's nice to have all my clothes put away and see that I actually do have a floor.

The rest of my day was spent outside spinning, or practicing on my flute.

Kinda boring, but then again...that's my life for ya.